emotionallike the sun takes a snowman… if it freezes, the snowman does not melt, stays the same, yet will never get bigger. If it gets warmer a bit, the snowman melts a bit on a hot sunny day: the snowman melts a lot…
Last few days, Moe's cancer is taking him and today the sun claimed its’ share 
Cancer is a disease, pain is hell…
“This has been quite a few weeks. I think I have experienced more emotions and feelings in the past few weeks than in any week since facing my own illnesses in my journey. And oddly enough, the one thing I thought I was most prepared for was the one thing that brought me to my knees. . .Moe's Liver Cancer is taking him like a swift river in the dead of winter and his treatments and surgeries have had NO positive impact on any aspect of his Cancer.
I saw Moe this morning ...
That is it. He simply looked at me while his mind raced feverishly. I think even the street traffic below stopped and the earth fell totally silent (with the exception of the crickets apparently). Moe and I share the same GI liver Dr. ( Dr. Tim ) and Tim had the same reaction , emotions coulda carried the fuking world cross country.
Moe paused, turned his head in such a way that the sun coming through the window glistened against his radiant and seemingly ageless skin, and he told me to continue my soulshining love. I am saddened beyond belief.
Please, I implore you, even if you are a complete stranger or a lurker, Please in the spirit of passion ~ reach out Please ~ I beg you , Pray pray and plead for my Moe!
I had my bout with cancer in 1999.I am one of the lucky ones. I have been granted hundreds of “one more days. I have many many times of what I call
"Spontaneous Crying"…it happens so often. Here I am. One thing is for sure…fear tries hard to be the Boss. We fight the same disease, in different ways yes, but hoping for the same outcome. Hope is everything, isn’t it? It’s anticipation, desire and the expectation for the best to come.
So, we are going forward with our lives as if we are the luckiest people on earth.
So, we are going forward with our lives as if we are the luckiest people on earth.
My Prayer for Moe ~
"Go forth in peace, for you have followed the good road. Go
forth without fear, for He that created you has sanctified you, has
always protected you, and loves you."
forth without fear, for He that created you has sanctified you, has
always protected you, and loves you."
I love you Moe , Much more than you possibly know. Fight man , come on I don't wanna lose you
Jade 
